love sick

I've never loved anyone like I do Nick. 
Even today, after all the pain, I remain love sick.
As much as I am trying to move on with someone new, he still is imprinted on my soul. 
He has a hatred of me by now tho that I can't reverse.
I wish him nothing but happiness.
Our son is lucky to have him.
the pain in my chest makes it hard to breathe.